As usual you are correct. I have talked with a couple of my friends this morning and done some reflection. What I am experiencing is "my" problem. Security will come in time and no sooner than I let it. Things are much better and the future looks bright but my nerves are still sensitive. I am still working on that acting thing. The hardest part is not telling how I truly feel. Things like I love you, you make me very happy, and I want to always make you happy are so hard to hold in. I haven't told her ILY in 3 weeks. I don't know if that is helping or hurting. We will see how the week goes and will keep working on being patient.
