Good to see you over here, t.

Your feeling are quite normal, I think. Snooping withdrawal might be it. In my experience, it's a really addiction. I had a bought of it last week, seriously, and it led to something with W.

All in all, I think you're just experiencing the healing of frayed nerves. Michele askes on one book "if your R was working perfectly, and everything was fine, what would you be doing with all the time and energy you've been spending working on saving it?" I think one of the things I've done is to experience a vacuum the wants to be filled, and in the beginning it was easiest to fill it with what I had been filling it with... obscession. So, you find something else. I think it was neat to find all this time I never knew I had to obsess. Now that I don't do that so much, I still have the time.

Glad you're here. You will see the pace is a lot slower, and the answers tend to be more from experience that from speculation, as happens on the other board. It's a good place to be.

z