I wish I knew what my problem was today. My PMA is in the crapper for really no good reason. Am I flipping out or do we all go through this? The only thing that I can think of is I am going through snooping withdrawal. It has been over a week and that may be the cause for my anxiety. She told me many times in the past several days how attractive I am and how sweet I have been so why do I feel like she is going to find someone else. If she does it doesn't matter anyway so why can't I shake this?. She also spent her whole day off yesterday landscaping our yard so obviously she isn't going anywhere. Somebody kick my but into shape or at least yell at me to buck up.
My goal for today is to not let her know my insecurity level is rising again. She hates that. Another question for you wise ones. When I spend a lot of time with my W I feel very good then and for a couple of days after and then I freak. Do any on you go through this? She makes me feel like she couldn't be happier with me and then when we're apart I feel like I am competing for my position. I like we are comfortable with each other right now but we aren't making any progress to that next level. I can obsess with the best of them can't I?
Input is always appreciated. Time to focus elsewhere for a while. I'll check in later.
