Thanks for your input. I think I am doing the right thing but then I wonder if I am simply afraid to want more. Proactive is my middle name so I am really fighting my nature to just let it happen.
One thing that I find really strange is how physically attracted she has been to me lately. Yeah, I have been working on that but I figured the emotional stuff would need to improve greatly first. My W can throw curves and change-ups like you can't believe. My goal is to not let either the good or the bad get me too excited. My biggest concern is that I think she realized I was about to throw her out. If that is what brought her back it can very easily revert. I am trying to be her everything while she is receptive to it. I wish others on this board would get that chance. The trick is to make the best of it.
My mind has screwed me up too many times so from now on I am going with my gut.
