(((((MATILDA)))))!! Sorry I haven't been in touch with you. I have been keeping up with you though. I feel that I really can't offer you any advice or help you because our situations are so different. I notice that there are some people that really have an insight to your situation because they have similar experiences. They really seem to know just what to say to you and they are really offering some sound advice. I feel all I can do for you right now is let you know that I do think of you and I am continuing to pray for you and your H. I will keep checking in on you and will send you hugs and good thoughts and prayers!! Your friend, pfroglady