NNP, have a superduper time on your trip, enjoy! I hope I can gain some insight from your counseling sessions and dealing with stuffed emotions and fear. I'm right there with ya! Sorry I don't respond more often, but you know how it goes...I get to feelin' like who the heck am I to offer opinions and advice?!
Is H's computer still on the fritz? How's that going?
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.