Thank you PL. I actually think I am going to print out your post and take it with me today. I have not been able to put it in to words, but that is what I have been wanting to voice. I want to get to the point that I am able to deal with things, but at a slow and steady pace, not with a blow up. Which is what I was trying hard to avoid this weekend.
As for continuing to post I plan to, but it is disheartening to come here and find no responses, sometimes for days. I guess really I just need to post for me. I am sure down the road it helps to come back and read these things. I hope so any way.
Me 54 DS19 and DS17 Married 06/1989 Divorced 01/2011