NNP, you are not hopeless. IMO you don't establish a relationship with a counselor in one or two meetings. If you have a bad feeling about the person, don't continue. If you have a bad feeling in general, remember that the counselor isn't collecting your money just to be your cheerleader and pat you on the back. They SHOULD make you think and adjust. As for the DB coach phone session, you are not the first one to say it wasn't all it's cracked up to be. It's all opinion and perspective. Your's counts too.
How's things at home?
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
