I have been coming here and typing a response every few hours for the last couple of days only to delete it. this is hard to admit, but I honestly do not know how to answer the questions you are asking me about what my counselor means. I guess because I have no idea.
May I am hopeless. i see her again on Thursday looks like I need more work than even she imagines.
As for the DB coach. I am a little reluctant to expound here, but basically I just felt much worse after talking to the person I spoke with. Maybe I should try someone else, and I would be open to doing that, but it is hard to schedule a time to call as you never know who will be around then at that time. I hope that some things a little clearer than mud.
Me 54 DS19 and DS17 Married 06/1989 Divorced 01/2011
