I'm breaking my own rule and logging on from home.
Couple of things I wanted to say, still trying to decide how to answer the above questions. I think I did not do a good job of conveying what the counselor said. GH, I did not think she was attacking me at all. She mainly seemed concnered about whether or not it was comfortable for me to continue.
I do think I need to talk to her some more and ask her some more questions.
As far as calling a DB coach I did that about one year ago and was not impressed with the experience at all. Maybe I should give it another try and make sure I get someone else to talk to. I am open to trying anything.
Me 54 DS19 and DS17 Married 06/1989 Divorced 01/2011