I've made a decision...

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I don't really know how to answer how it went. I am scared. She said that I am living in a fantasy world (which I already knew) and that if I do not want to face the truth I should not come back. that is not to say that I have to do anything with the truth (like end my marriage).

She got me to open up about some things from my past and I now realize that I have turned into my Mother. My Mother turned a blind eye to things my father did, just like I am doing with my Husband. Basically my whole life has been one of keeping secrets... no wonder it is so easy for me to perpetuate that in my marriage.

I made another appointment for next week. I am not sure this is the right thing to do though. Any advice here would be greatly appreciated. Thank you to all of you who have been responding to me. It really does help.