I've made a decision...

[NNP1965]

PL, thank you so much. I think little by little I am coming back to my senses. I certainly have a renewed sense of my need (and willingness) to DB. This marriage and my H mean the world to me and I want to be able to say that I did my very best at trying to make things work however it turns out.

I do beleive my H is addicted to porn, but I realize now that I am somewhat addicted to monitoring him. I have to stop that. You're right, I can choose to over look things for a period of time with out choosing to accept them indefinitely.

I have been reading up on your sitch some as time allows. Thank you so much for taking the time to add input for me. I really do appreciate it.