I've made a decision...

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Well I went. The jury is still out as to whether or not I like the counselor. I am going back next week though.

I thought I would feel better after voicing everytyhing, but I feel drained and like I have been beaten up. She is not familiar with DB per se, but she is familiar with the concepts when I explained them to her.

I told her I do not believe that D solves problems, that a D only creates different problems and she said taking no action also creates other problems. and I suppose she is right.

I can not even process all of it now. I think I will go crawl into bed and pull the covers over my head.