thanks i could use a prayer right about now, i'll also send a prayer for you too. it just plan sucks, she took the kids away for a week camping?????? ( with OM )so this will be the first holiday i won't see my children. i have pulled totally away and the only contact is about the children. its funny though, if she needs to talk to me she will call repeatedly until i answer the phone. she called me 8 times in a 3 hour span cause i was letting all my calls go to voice mail, and when i did answer it was about if i was picking up the dog. i am only concentrating on my children and myself, working out at the gym has helped me greatly, both mentally and physically. i just keep telling myself i can only change myself, and get my life back in order. so thats my goal for now. i wish all of you here on this board the best of luck, and will continue to pray for my family and all of you who are going through the same ordeal.
