Landing in this forum after 1.5 years

[Fighting4Wife]

Ha. I never think you advice sucks and I truly did feel bad about forgeting you!

Sound advice again. I do not kknow how many days it has been since counseling, I try not to count anymore, but I still do not feel right. By that there is something picking at me that I cannot identify, like it is on the edge of my conciouness and I cannot quite get it. It does cause me not to sleep very much and when I do my dreams are vivid recollections of times with my wife.

I am just gettiung back into running, I had a terrible torn hamstring july of 05 and when I started in the spring of 06 to run again, this happened. Not much time to golf between work on kids (excuse I know) and GAL is fine. Actually looking for a new hobby to start. Thinking of painting, martial arts, or dance classes. SOmething with flexible and minimal time comittment and not really espensive.

The if and when are things that will be addressed in time. I think the odds are against it, I loive my wife but she is incapable of doing what it will take to face whatever it is in her that cause her to run when she needs to open up. It is her pattern, I hope she can break it, but I know 39 years of a learned behavior is hard to break.

F4W