I rarely need to keep notes lately, it seems that everything that goes on right now in my personal life seems to be very vivid, especially for the last 2 months. I can look at my calendar and almost recite the activities of the day.
My attorney is good, I feel. According to my wife and her attorney he is an idiot. The shizznit will hit the fan when I get home, I have had to call friends and her family requesting letters. I have asked them to be fair. If they would like to read her declaration I will provide it. I will provide my own for them to read also.
I have skeptical faith in the court system in Washington State. Although common sense would show that the CS is duely unfair and would place me in a bind.
I am trying so hard not to use the children as pawns, but in reality they are the ones whom I am most concerned about. I will survive, it will hurt tremndously, but I will survive.
I sit with my children and play with my children every day, it breaks my heart to think I would not be able to do this on a daily basis.
Thanks for the tips on the supplements. I have begun again the DB diet (D diet in my case now) and have dropped from a loose 36 to a loose 34 in the last 3 weeks. I force myself to eat but it comes only in minimal amounts.
I meet with my attorney today to finalize soem things. I am going to address the potential for joint custody and CS (60/40 seems very fair to me) and the need for payment of the bills. My salry gets reduced for the next 2 months because my duties are reduced seasonlly during the summer. Her plan is really unacceptble.
Again my wife is not neglegent, not an absent mother, but our children do need both of us, kind of a yin and yang thing.
F4W
Through honest giving of my love I will recieve 10 fold in return.
Just because a person does not love you in the way you want, does not mean they do not love you!
