I get up in the morning and make my day as best I can. Thanks for checking up on me.
Update...
Things are sinking deeper in the pit. It is not real pleasant at home and it has no signs of getting better. I try and be cordial and upbeat only to be provoked and I do not bite.
The court date is set for the 5th of July and I am not liking having people trying to pick sides.
I have found out from the exGF (April) of my wifes EX BF than 13 years ago before we got married that my STBXW showed up at his door at midnight (while April was living there) in a raincoat and nothing else. She opened the coat and said to him, you can marry me or I will marry F4W!.
This has not been a real fun night nor day. I am on the rollercoaster and find it hard to believe that the last 13 years were in fact a lie. How many other acts of trechary and infidelity have gone on that I do not know of?
F4W (trying to just keep his head up)
Through honest giving of my love I will recieve 10 fold in return.
Just because a person does not love you in the way you want, does not mean they do not love you!
