Well, that's exactly what I'm going to try and do -- stay out of his drama!! I hope I made it clear to him the other night that wallowing in self pity is only going to hurt both of us. It's just, hard, ya know, cuz every little "slight" on his part tends to either hurt my feelings or make me mad at this point.
I'd like my H to go to individual C'ing, too. I don't think that will ever happen. The fact that he goes with me is a testiment to his committment to OR. He has a hard time discussing his feelings with me. He HATES discussing them with a stranger. Last Friday the MC spoke mostly with my H. H did spill some things and even got a little emotional. He told me after we left how much he hates doing that. He's just really uncomfortable with it, therefore, not sure that he's getting much help out of it.
Gosh, I'm down today. Maybe it's the hormonal rush again. Maybe it's the medication that I take for migraines (had one this morning). They seem to come more frequently with this perimenopause phase. Whatever it is, I just feel lower than I have in a while. Good thing is that I know I just have to ride out these feelings because it will get better.
