Matilda, right now at this moment I feel very close to your H.
Wierd. He is aware that you hold onto the past and fears that you will end it.
I am aware that H is in the part of the process in which he could stay or go.
It's a scary place to be.
If H knew he felt love for me and needed to ride out these feelings I sure would feel better.
If you knew you felt love for your H then it would reassure him.
Now-right now- my H has no thoughts about my need to be reassured that this process is going to end up w a strong R for us. He cannot seem to empathize w me.
Do you feel thoughts of reassuring your H that you will find your way to peace about this pain and that you will be free to be all you can be w him. Do you empathize w him
Remember,too, that the other part of me hurts so much for you as well.
I pray this everyday for my H. I will now pray it for you.
Mattie. God Bless you and keep you. God smile upon you and be gracious to you. God lift his countenance upon you and give you peace. In Jesus' name. Amen.
