I knew my H wasn't thinking about her or desiring her. I guess I just wanted to hear it again. I like getting that reassurance once in a while. I won't ask him again, though. I don't need to. and I don't want to be the one to put her there in bed with us.!
I guess when I really stop to think about it, things are just pretty much getting back to normal in the intimacy department. For the first couple of months after the bomb our love life was a little frenzied . I think H was trying to prove something to me -- prove how much he loved me and wanted me. I guess I really needed that kind of proof during that time. Now, that things are returning to normal (and I think 4-5 times a week is actually above normal), I'm starting to second-guess things. I just need to relax. Things are good.
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. I think H was trying to prove something to me -- prove how much he loved me and wanted me. I guess I really needed that kind of proof during that time. Now, that things are returning to normal (and I think 4-5 times a week is actually above normal), I'm starting to second-guess things. I just need to relax. Things are good. 
