MATILDA!! SO VERY SAD TO HEAR YOU HAD A BAD DAY!!!! SURE HOPE YOU ARE BETTER TODAY!!!! I signed on this morning to catch up on everyone since I missed yesterday and was going to post on my thread. I saw you had posted so wanted to see what was happening with you and saw you had a bad time. You helped me so much through my bad time last week so hope I can do the same for you today!! Remember what you told me...YOU ARE HUMAN!! You are going to have these "set backs". The trick is to not let them discourage you!! Don't let them get a hold on you and spoil the progress you have made!! You have made such great progress and I know how it can "blow your mind" when these things happen!! Believe me I know that you can feel that you have taken 2 steps forward and then you go back a step!! But keep your eye on the "PRIZE"... a happy,loving relationship with the man you love with all your heart!! He was all too human and he messed up but HE LOVES YOU!!! Always keep in mind that it is "you" he loves and depends on!! You can get through this Matilda...I know you can...it was just a minor set back. I hope you are finding out (like I am) that they happen less and less and are weaker everytime they happen. I am thinking about you and will say an extra prayer that you are feeling better today and ready to "take on the world"!! Have a good day and I am here for you.....thank you for being there for me!! pfroglady