towards the end of this page you can see my other posts. H asked me this morning (one more time) to come home. he's not one to make snap decisions so I hope he knows what he's doing. I always knew deep down that he loved me and was fighting it. we haven't talked yet, only instant messaged each other this morning. we need to talk, there are changes that need to be made and basically there needs to be a new marriage because the old one wasn't working. I've made a list of the changes I'm making and a list of things I want from him. I'm well aware that we have a long raod ahead of us and i'm not jumping for joy like I have it made today or anything. My goal is for him to say he loves me again. No more silent treatment. No more defensiveness and volatility. No more of him not knowing what mood his wife will be in when he gets home. No one should have to live like that. Lisa
