H is due back in town sometime today. I have been at my parents' house three hours away for most of the week. I want so desperately to go home right now. I want to be there and hear him tell me that he is so completely sorry, and ask me to forgive him and tell me that he has cut off all contact with the OO because he realizes that I am the only one he'll ever love.
I just want to go home ... but I know that I probably wouldn't hear any of those things and that is breaking my heart all over again ...
