My W left 02/04/06 w/D11, some of your descriptions sound so familiar, except reversed. I've had to try my best to get a grip and GAL, and learn to live w/out my family. in the process, met a really kool gal, that enjoys much of the same as I. Since spending time w/ some one who laughs and smiles , (AND listens to me), even after explaining how messd up I am about my W, and cant start a new relationship (fairly), with still having thoughts of reconciling w/my W, Its ended up that we seem to really enjoy eathother....
ALL OF A SUDDEN, My W says she might want to try to fix whats broken, however with as depressed and negative and guarded she is, theres nothing to laugh, smile or joke about.
I still beleive the woman I fell in love with is still in there somewhere, just wish I could find the right path.
IM sorry for all the pain your going through, this stuff really S%&ks!!
