Wow - you said a mouthful! And it was all TRUE. I know that you are right and I will do my best to put the breaks on. Sometimes it just hurts so bad to know that H is with another woman. It makes me want to cry every time I think about it.
Tonight I had to go in my room to cry while H was here w/ S4 because I started thinking about how he surely was with Ow all weekend (including his birthday which was Friday). He showed up here with his laundry and took S4 to his apt in the afternoon - even after I had asked him not to because it's a 30 min drive...
I'm going to have to write later - H is on his way back in w/ S4...
Thank you for your post - I'll reply again later.
Monica
My sitch: Me 40 H 30 M 8 yrs 1 S5.5 Bomb Oct 2005 Sep Nov 2005 H w/ Ow I filed for LS June 2007 H responded w/ D 2007 I have sole P custody, joint L Just need to take care of Final Judgement papers
