Hi MonicaP.
I just wanted to show you my support. We are on just about the same time line and both kinda feel the same. I just recently decided as a last ditch effort to use the Last Last resort in my sitch. I was prepared to say goodbye "forever". I had truly given up and didn't want to carry the torch anymore. Of all things my W responded. Above you asked
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I just don't know how long I should keep the door open for him to come back. I need to move on and have the freedom to live my life - no limbo, no waiting.


I was here just a couple of days ago and had decided to move on and close the door. No one would blame either of us. It is certainly a tough decision that can only be weighed by you. You might learn something from reading my thread. Something that might give you hope. I was had completely convinced myself I was done and what I was going to do was finish it. Well, it appears I am back in the game "not out of the woods" but I do have renewed hope.
No matter what you decide we are here to support you.
Take care. I will pray for your miracle.
Don


M 11 yrs (12 yr Anniv.Sept 23rd) Me 40 W 33 S 9 D 5 Bomb dropped 12/24 D/filed 1/29