Quote: What I fear the most is that he is "meant to be" with Ow. That I was just a stepping stone to this new R. I imagine them as happy as can be, suited for each other, etc.
You have to stop all this negative thinking. You don't know this to be true and it is only going to make you feel worse. Never forget all that you and your H went through to be together. Real and meaningful love takes sacrifice.