Thanks for checking in with me on my anniversary, that was really sweet. You are absolutely right, my anxiety came from what I was building up in my head about it and today was actually a "normal" day. I think my new job (2nd day today) is going to keep my thoughts distracted. I was a little nervous about H coming over tonight, but miraculously I didn't fall apart and I never brought it up. He never mentioned it either.
I've been more distant from H lately, forcing myself to even make small talk. My anger is bubbling and its hard to see him when I feel this way. But I really have no alternatives, I don't want my S3.5 to suffer needlessly.
Well, I'm completely exhausted and practically falling asleep, but thanks again for your post.
Take care -
Monica
My sitch: Me 40 H 30 M 8 yrs 1 S5.5 Bomb Oct 2005 Sep Nov 2005 H w/ Ow I filed for LS June 2007 H responded w/ D 2007 I have sole P custody, joint L Just need to take care of Final Judgement papers
