And I believe in Santa Claus too but in both cases there usually ends up being a fat guy in an ill-fitting suit trying to fit down your chimney...lol. (BTW, I believe in everlasting love too, I just now know how much hard work it is).
Sorry, trying to put a little smile on your face today.
I know things are hard. Realize that missing him is one thing, needing him is another. Make sure you are working towards not NEEDING him. It will show in your communications when they resume.