Oh hell, I messed up!

D9 sent him a text saying mom is mad at you so she will call you next week. Then I sent a text saying that she is a tattletale, but that I am angry, finally. Then I sent a text saying, "are you dead? you've been sick a long time."

No responses at all. So then I worked myself up into a mess imagining what he must be doing with OW that he didn't respond!

*sigh*

Then I woke up at 4 am sobbing because I had a dream he was dying and I couldn't save him, so I sent an email saying as much.

*sigh* (again)

Back on the wagon!

Oh I miss him SO much!


Peaceful ~ I believe in true and everlasting love.
Me 33
SO 38
D 10