How do I behave around my cheating husband?

[Peaceful]

I too wish I knew if H misses us. I just can't understand how he couldn't! How he could just become this whole other person. I have gone 5 days and about 15 hours without contacting him. I was thinking about how much I want to email him and ask him:
Is this really happening? Can it really be true that you are with OW and not with me? Can it really be that you don't love me anymore, that you don't want to be my husband? Is this really happening? Did I really wake up this morning, yesterday and tomorrow without you here with me? Did you really leave me? Did you really throw away all we hoped for? Why wouldn't you want to put effort into our M so you can be sure this is really the right thing to do? How will you know you don't want this M if you didn't even try to fix it? Did you really lie and cheat? Did you really?

So, now I am sending it to you instead of him.