After the OR talk yesterday she started to sink into her depression. She even tried to walk away from the conversation a couple of times. Then she laid down and slept for a couple of hours. When she woke up she was feeling better. I think that the whole incident was brought on by some anxiety about seeing my family.
Things really went fine with the family last night. We has another get together with my family today and that went fine also.
This morning, my W and D were going through W’s jewelry box and my W was reminiscing about the memories that each piece brought back. After that, W came over and hugged me and told me that going through the jewelry brought back some happy memories and feelings of us together. Up to now, I was the bad guy for 18 years.
Things are very positive and I’m feeling very optimistic about our future.
I think that any admission by W is still a while off. But that won’t stop our reconciliation from going forward. She still doesn’t fully understand the scope of all the people that were affected by her actions. Still acting a bit narcissistic in this regard.
