Hey Jag, I understand how you feel, it hurts too much to make sense out of it. But I do encourage you to keep going to church even if it feels odd now. Jesus said that there would be tribulations for us in this world, but not to despair, because He had overcome the world. And I totally agree w/the sermon, God doesnt throw chaf into the fire to purify it, we've both learned valuable lessons through this trial by fire.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
