sort of new here..WAH came back,I feel so unloved

[cat03]

OK, thanks to many posts here I have a better sence of what NOT to expect from H just yet.
I still need to work on my anger problem, I sure try hard to not sweat the little things, but it's hard to be loving and sweet when my H is just acting like I'm a neighbor. OK, it is a biggie from him to act half normal, before he was really moody and quiet, yes, it could be worse I guess, so i'm TRYING HARD to count my blessings.

I' m also banishing the OW from my head, she is now officially "a distraction out of desperation", that's all it(not she) will be not, I'm trying to stop dreaming up scenarios when she shows up somewhere and I tell her this and that, I dont' want to sink to that level, I should know better than that, and hopefully that kind of thing won't happen anyways..

Im so freaking tired, H wakes up at 4am for work and his TWO alarms wake me up, I was asking him to please keep it down this am and he comes out and says "do you want me to sleep downstairs then?" Is he trying to put this on me and he really wants to sleep elsewhere? we haven't ML for weeks (he was sick) and lately he makes sure he sleeps on the farthest corner... *SIGH* should I put that as an option for him? is it going to make things worse?

arghhhhhhhhhhh, venting, venting, anger subsiding, basement a mess STILL, anger subsiding, grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, please give me patienc to pick my fights.