everyone of you, thanks so much for every word! I feel like I've stumbled back here on all 4s just like when my H left, your words are setting me straight. I have to find that post again about forgiveness, i found some letter my H had wrote to OW, (it was an EA for a month) and I was totally destroyed for the past 3 days. It was very hard, but I remembered one of you said that unforgiveness is like a sin, and told H I would trust him and wouldnt' talk about that old R of his with OW. I'm still reliving pieces of that letter on my head, I know, I shouldn't, I will re-read your posts, I know it isnt' healthy.
Yes, he does mention how he is here and I almost want to say "so what, your mind is on Mars" but you all are right, he is here and it took a lot of him to do so, I just need to shape up and let go of my anger and anxiety and stop expecting him to start loving me this very minute.
You all are answers to my prayers, thank you friends))))))))))
Amy, I'm just like a bad coin, turning up over and over again LoL, I'll try to get that book, I'm looking for good books to read, thanks gal))))))))))
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
