Cat03, I can begin to imagine how scary it must be , now you have him home. Maybe he doesn't see the changes yet, but he will, or maybe there is somthing you are still doing that makes him feel you haven't change. Don't regreat your mistakes, it is bound to happen, just pick yourself back , undust and keep going. Yesterday I blew it, I cry, beg, pleaded, nothign works! and I knew better but emotions are so bad sometimes. I want to feel hug and kiss and adore so bad, it is like a craving. The only thing I can do is try not to think about that and concentrate in other areas of my life, reading, my work, the gym. Anyway, going back to you, keeo yoursefl busy as much as you can, things will move little by little, don't give up, you are doing so great, I'm proud of you.
