Positive - He's home. Now the "real" work begins! Stop moping, be happy, make your surroundings happy, make him happy that he's at home. The rest will come. I know you want the romance back but right now you need to be friends, it's like courting again, take your time, talk about life, work, whatever, keep talking, keep inviting him to go the movies, walking or whatever, court him without slobering all over him. That will come. Right now make your home the best it can be. Believe me, been there and done that. If he wants to know whats up, just tell him, look I'm grateful that your home and leave it at that, then take care of YOU. Like I said, invite him along but if he declines, you go. If he declines to go do something as a couple, then do something to make YOU feel pretty, get a facial, massage, whatever - you will be surprised how these simple things will make you feel better. Please take care of yourself.
