Thanks again Karen, I am just trying to improve myself because I truly don't like how I became, a lot like my father who verbally abused my mother terribly. I grew up telling myself I wasn't going to marry a man who treated me like that, instead I married a man who pretty much treated my wonderfully and "I" treated HIM like my father treated my mother. I'm in counseling to sort that out and get rid of it. H and I are getting along great, yesterday and last night went very well, he even held me in bed last night and this morning. Lisa
