Thanks Lily-it always helps to hear from you. I'm just on the rollar coaster today of wether or not the man is telling me the truth! His actions do not reinforce any kind of security in me except the ILY's I get, and how he reaches for my hand in the car. He talks to me but not about R stuff. Not the reassurance I want. It's taking ALL I have today not to call him and have a R talk which I know I cannot do of course. The anxiety is back in full force today because of my doubts. Maybe C will help tonight. We always have R talks there, and I will get some kid of feeling of where he's at, becasue I'm clueless right now. Rachael M.
