OK....I am back on track!! Thanks for the post Matilda!! I can always count on you to make me feel better about myself and even make me smile [Smile] !! You seem to always know what to say!!I tried to stay busy today (did some house cleaning [Eek!] !!) Did pretty good most of the day. A short time ago I ran me a tub of hot water,lit some candles,turned on some music,turned on my "spa" and relaxed with a small bottle of wine!! [Big Grin] I wasn't sure if or when hubby would call because they were having an awards banquet tonight and setting up everything for the game tomorrow morning. While I was relaxing and thinking "wicked" thoughts he called!! Talk about perfect timing!!!! He said he had gone out to the van so he could have some privacy to talk before he went back in for the final part of the banquet. Let's just say we had a VERY PLEASANT conversation [Wink] and I can't wait for tomorrow night to see if he can fulfill his promise [Big Grin] !!!! I have taken my pills (and with a little help from the wine) I should sleep good tonight!! [Big Grin] NO MORE TEARS!!!! I am heeding your advice and NOT telling my H about flipping out!! He asked me how I was doing and I told him that besides missing him like crazy I was doing ok!! And I am...now [Wink] !! Well,I'm headed for bed. Thanks again for your support,your encouragement,your friendship and for being there when I need a "lift"!!! I knew I could count on you!!!! Have a great night and I'll be in touch.
pfroglady