Yes... I was pretty angry when I wrote that and, lol, yes it did help to get it out of my system. The problem I have is in the concentrating on ME. I really don't think I know how to do that! Kind of pathetic I know but I have been 'wife and mother' for my entire adult life.
This may seem like a pretty funny question, but any suggestions on how this is accomplished?
Hey Brian... thank you so much. You would never believe how long a pep talk goes with me! And I DO know (somewhere back in the far reaches of my mind) that I will be okay... I think the biggest emotion (besides hurt) is disbelief. I simply can't believe this is REALLY happening. Not that I'm in denial... I do know it is... but... do you know what I mean? As far as friends go... that would a nice crutch to fall back on... but as I have no friends (a long story)... well... but I'm pulling myself up by my bootstraps and moving on... (which will probably be a huge surprise to my xH) I do want to say... thanks for being there... and I'll get back to reading up on your situation... haven't been on here alot lately...
