Well everyone congratulate me! If the judge gets around to it... I will be officially divorced today!
Isn't this just sooooo great! 28 frigging years of my life smashed to smithereens and ground to nothing in the garbage disposal of life!
So yeah... I will be moving out at the end of the month (AFTER I get my half of the equity in our house)... Isn't this going to be sooo fun! Single and free at 45! I get to date! Yeah! Just what I hoped and dreamed for since I was a little girl!
So what i want to know is why can't I detach? Why can't I be mean and tell my now xH to frig off? That I never want to see his lying, self-centered, jacka** face again? Why can't I tell him... I hope you're miserable and wake up everyday for the rest of your life wondering why you let me go?
I am so angry. I am so hurt. I am so sad. And I am so scared.
I sincerely hope that all of you have better luck and that God takes your R's in the opposite direction than mine.
Party at my new apt... July 1! hahaha
