I wish I could get better at this,you would think that after 2 years I would have it down.XW had the kids over at my house swimming in the pool she just bought and right after I got there she left.It pissed me off so I called her and asked her what the deal was since I had been giving her some space and we almost got into an OR talk but she ended up inviting us to her house for supper and .I told her no thank you the first 2 times she asked and she asked again and I broke and said yes.It seems like she pushes me away so far and then pulls me back.She can't tell me she wants me to wait but she can't tell me to go or break it off.I guess I am waiting for me to be ready to leave.Some days are good and some days suck.You would think that after going on a great vacation and spending so much time together at her request that she would be moving forward faster.I have got to learn to put a smile on my face when she leaves.
