I'm starting to get nervous,what if she does bring up that she just wants to be friends.We get along so good together.We may have been married 7 years but I was her first 18 years ago.It's kind of strange but I made her wait around while I partied and was married once before and lived with a couple of different women,I guess it's my paybacks.I will not cave in on this trip,It will be something good that she can remember forever no matter what happens.I just wish she would show some affection or something,maybe she will give me a birthday present tomorrow.See you all next week.I hope everyone has a good and productive weekend.
