[quoteIt's a song. A man at our church sings it sometimes and it has really been coming into my mind a lot lately.
Quote: I NEED to hear that song. I'll figure out who the artist is and buy that CD.
Quote: You will have the kids with you a lot though and the rest of the time you WILL be getting a life. That'll make it easier. That was ONE night that the kids were with their Dad. Last Friday night. I guess I had not yet been without them since ending coming out of the tunnel. They were ALL at his parents house and I felt so damn EXCLUDED. It was a part of this valley that I had to pass through, though. Praise the Lord, it is done! See even this far into it, almost 9 months now, I am STILL being shown the effects of my MLC. It'll take as long as it takes. For both of us, HH.
I will trust my angel Amy. Yes, I do have our children a lot. Today is the first day in nearly 3 weeks that I will not see them. I am so sad. But, I'll survive to see them tomorrow. This weekend will be a butt kicker, as I have been blessed by their presence so much lately.
The things you mentioned that I'll be doing will make being alone easier, but easier than what I've been enduring is of little comfort. Plus, the silence is going to be torture. Work helps. As does calling my 5 year old angel every evening to say goodnight.
I am just entering the valley and believe this will be the most trying time of my life, but I also believe I will make it through, stronger than ever.
