D@mn Heather. Hard place to be in right now. You really need to pour it ALL out at the MC session. Don't hold back anything. Critical junctures require all your energy. Given the things that are already said between you and your H, all the cards have been played.
I wish you well and hope for the best for you.
Chrome
"Recollect me darlin, raise me to your lips, two undernourished egos, four rotating hips"