Well I screwed up last night.XW had been gone for a couple of days and was supposed to be back yesterday evening and I never heard from her so I called last night and just ask her how her trip was and then I said I figured you would call and her reply was we're not married.I said no we're not I just figured you would.Then she went on to say everything is still the same between us and that drug me into a OR talk.She still says she isn't ready for a intimate relationship with anyone and I know that it is so important to be that best friend for when she is.I just don't understand her because it seems so easy to fix if she could just get over OM.How do I handle?I know I should just take the time I get and be happy but she said she wouldn't ask me and that I could keep asking her and if she didn't want to go she would say no.The only thing we argue over is OR.And that is about the only thing I haven't been able to change for the better about me,I hate rejection from her.
