this seems to always happen but how to make it work for me. It seems that when I reach a point of teetering on the edge of giving up h seems to come around. No, still no physical intimacy but it does seem like he starts to put a bit more effort into getting home a bit earlier, talking to me a bit more and heck I even catch him looking at me.
Does this make up for everything or the lack of anything? No, but it does make me feel better about the potential for a fullfilling r with h. Now if I could only figure out a way to keep him in that mode without having to constantly be standoffish with him because that's not the way I want to be.
