HEY Matilda! Thanks for the words of comfort. I am actually doing better than I thought I would! Just talked to H a short time ago. He called to tell me that he was there safe and sound and that he and the guy who rode down with him and several other guys had done the "happy hour thing" and had dinner. They were in their room and fixing to play cards and get drunk [Smile] !! They do a lot of that on these trips [Razz] !! This is their BIG Spring trip. NO WIVES/WOMEN ALLOWED!! It is big tournament. They have guys come in from several states and there are even several guys that are retired and are living out of the country and fly in just for this tournament [Roll Eyes] !! They do love their golf!! I would not feel comfortable going to this particular golf trip. The smaller ones,yes. I am happy to see that the "little" trips he took when he was seeing his WH**E have stopped. Some of the guys he met years and years ago when he first started going on this outing live where she does. So he was setting up games with them and then using that as an excuse to see her. They have asked him why he doesn't come back down and play anymore. I don't know what he tells them but he doesn't go anymore [Big Grin] !! Don't think I'm going to have a hard time sleeping like I thought I would. Had to go to the doctor today because I was having some trouble with my shoulder and arm (it didn't stop me from having LOTS & LOTS of FUN with H these past few days before he left [Wink] !!). Dr. says I have strained muscles in my shoulder and gave me some muscle relaxers and pain medicine. I only take 1 of each a day and I have to take them before bed because they can make you drowsey. I think they are working because I am setting here now and getting a little "light in the head" [Big Grin] !! Anyway,hope they do help me sleep and then I can get through the nights without thinking too much!! I really did good today but it was a full day. He left at 10:45 and then my friend picked me up at 11:30. I didn't get home until 4:40 and by the time I got a few things done,talked on the phone to my sons and my dad and had dinner my H called. Now if the rest of the week goes by that fast I will be a happy woman!! Thanks for keeping me in your thoughts. I am sure I will be popping in over the next few days -especially if the unwanted,nasty thoughts start to come out!! [Eek!]
Pfroglady