Matilda, Just signed on and wanted to catch up on your posts. I wasn't on line but a few minutes all day yesterday. Spent the day with my H doing all kinds of things since he was leaving today (he just left and I am trying not to think or cry!!).I did good before he left. Decided that I was going to show him that I trusted him and was not going to let him leave here and see tears on my face as he pulled away!! I know I'll be ok during the days -it's the nights I am concerned about. I hate it when I have too much time on my hands to "think"!! Anyway.....glad to hear you had a great MD!! I did too. The day time was spent with just me and my 2 boys. They took me to brunch and gave me flowers and wind chimes (with frogs on them naturally [Big Grin] ). My one daughter-in-law was out of town visiting her mom so my other DIL decided that I needed some quality alone time with my sons so she opted to stay home. Then Sunday night....let's just say hubby and I had a fun time and leave it at that [Big Grin] !! Got to run right now...have a friend coming to take me shopping and then I have a doctor's appointment. Will probably check back in this evening and if I'm up all night I'll probably mess around on the computer. Later......pfroglady